Okay, so, here's the quote again; “It's just that I don't want to be somebody's crush. If somebody likes me, I want them to like the real me, not what they think I am. And I don't want them to carry it around inside. I want them to show me, so I can feel it too.”
How many times have you laid in bed and thought to yourself "I wish someone loved me for who I am." How many times did you sit there and wish that someone loved your curves, your depression, your horrible mood swings, and all of those happy moments that you get? How often did you want someone to see that they are the reason you smile every day, that they are the reason that you continuously get up and go through a horrible day just for those brief moments of joking around and care free-ness?
For me, it's the nights that I feel worthless, unwanted, uncared for. Those are the nights that I wish someone would tell me they love the care free, smiling-too-big me. I honestly don't know what I'm getting at except for that I want someone to care about me the way Charlie does for Sam in The Perks of Being a Wallflower. Am I just saying these things because my mom always asks me why I'm not dating my best friend? Or is it because my other friend said he could see my best friend and I together? I'm digressing..Kind of.
My point in this is that, doesn't everybody want someone to love and take care of us while we are at our worst, and then turn around and play fight with us, make us giggle and be happier while we are at our best? Doesn't everyone want that?
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